A certain chill realization that you've ruined multiple girls' lives
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Date: April 13th, 2018 12:44 PM Author: dance into the fire
fuck's sake
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Date: April 13th, 2018 1:22 PM Author: dance into the fire
i don't know how common this is. present company excluded, i don't know many people who introspect as much as i do, and those that i do know are pot committed to "normalcy" for one reason or another (e.g., marriage, kids)
regarding modernity, i think it depends on how you define it, but in the sense that it's used by guys like xo ted or julius evola, then yes i think the story of empty masculinity is a consequence of modernity
i don't think mailing bombs to technological innovators is a good idea. i don't really know what we should do, but i think jordan peterson is on to something by calling on people to "speak the truth (or at least not lie) and accept the consequences". for now, it seems like it would be a good outcome to make it through the mess of modernity with your integrity intact (e.g., without having to lie, deceive, or otherwise warp reality to satisfy some passing material impulse). i think we don't know who we are, but if we listen to and behave in accordance with our conscience, then over time we can *see* who we are based on how our actions manifest in the real world
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Date: April 13th, 2018 1:36 PM Author: dance into the fire
agree. for me, i think the key will be to change my environment. i don't have the willpower to bulldoze through shitty little temptations. if there's alcohol in the apartment, i'll drink it. if i actually knew drug dealers, i'd probably be an addict. but if you make those vices just slightly more inconvenient to access, i don't have a hard time abstaining. one weird trick.
i'm wired up to a "modern" situation right now because i need biglaw income to service my student loans. but once that's done, i'm going to take serious steps to disconnect
are you a personality test mo? curious to know what you are on the big five / mbti
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Date: April 13th, 2018 1:43 PM Author: dance into the fire
In case anyone's interested, my guesses for most xo poasters (excluding the true shitlibs) are:
Big Five - (a) low extroversion, (b) high openness and neuroticism, and (c) variable but lower end agreeableness and conscientiousness
MBTI - some kind of xNTx
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Date: April 13th, 2018 12:49 PM Author: Thanks Mario! But our partner is in another castle
I don't think I've ruined a girl's life-- she did that to herself, I just happened to be there.
However, I have broken up with girls who are substantially worse off than me economically, and a continued romance to me would have been the difference between economic security (or at least much less insecurity), fancy food, international travel, etc. But instead I wasn't feeling it so she'll be living paycheck to paycheck and probably never leave the country. Kind of fucks with your head.
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Date: April 13th, 2018 12:59 PM Author: arnold schwarzenigga!!
it haunts me.
huge relief when i found out first wife married a rich guy and got pregnant.
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Date: April 13th, 2018 1:23 PM Author: Jim_Kelly
My ex-fiancee was similarly older and I felt awful about breaking up with her. Was relieved when she got married (no babby), but then they divorced and I felt bad again. She's an irretrievably broken early 40s white woman who will likely end up married to a divorcee 20 years older than her. She will never have the family that we planned. I took 4 years of her life from 29-33 or so.
My HS/college LTR is on her third husband right now. Late 30s elementary schoolteacher with no kids of her own.
Other serious LTR had babby out of wedlock (wasn't super serious with the guy but is anti-abortion) and is not speaking to the father after a few years of trying to give it a go. She is still very attractive but being a single mom is just such a fuckup.
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Date: April 13th, 2018 1:41 PM
Author: .....;;,,.........;.;.;.;.,;,;,;.;.;,;
LOL ITT: Jews.
In reality you’re an instrument for them to act out and explore their own psychosis and if it wasn’t you it would’ve been some other asshole. A nice, pretty, mentally healthy girl won’t get ruined by one relationship. She will have ten other guys she talks to or sees on a daily basis who have literally fantasized about buying her dinner and nutting in her meat pocket.
I had a hs gf that I dumped and she was super dramatic and emo about it. She ended up marrying the next guy she dated and cheated on him relentlessly and she tried to cheat with me more than once but her now husband was a friend and it felt shitty to think of it so I always turned her down. They eventually divorced of course and now she’s childless and makes a sad spectacle of herself from time to time on social media. But she was a crazy ass ho when I dated her. Her mom left her and her older brother with her dad to go be some kind of bullshit hippie pseudo academic when she was 12. Big shocker that she would have trust/relationship problems. I might’ve let her down easier when we broke up and could’ve acted a little less aspie and more sad about it, but it’s not my fault she’s fucked up. It’s her mom’s.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3948256&forum_id=2#35833453) |
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Date: April 13th, 2018 3:42 PM
Author: .........,,;,;,;,,,............,,;,;;,.;.
Flame
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Date: April 14th, 2018 4:11 AM
Author: .,.,.,..,..,.,..:,,:,..,,.;:,,..,:,.;.:..:.,:,::,.
Did he at least go with you to the clinic when you got your ass baby aborted, faggot?
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Date: April 16th, 2018 7:45 AM Author: Captain Save-a-Ho
*loads linkedin this morning*
*sees college ex looked at my profile at 3am*
*sees this thread at the top of xo*
haha wow holy shit
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